Endless Cycle

I have done this before 

I have been here before 

There is comfort in my endless cycle 

I try to break free from this loop of mine

I no longer feel like myself 

But maybe this is not the right time 

I have done this before 

I have been here before 

There is comfort in my endless cycle

I hope for change 

I hope for something new

There is no comfort in new

 There is comfort in my endless cycle

This is not what I want 

This is not who I want to be 

This is what I know 

I have done this before 

I have been here before 

There is comfort in my endless cycle 

If I stay for a second longer 

If I change the way I am 

Only in this moment will I be stronger

But

There is comfort in my endless cycle

Maybe it’s not the right time 

Maybe I can change this time 

Maybe I can have something that's mine

I don’t want this

I want something new

There is unease in my endless cycle.